Hands Down

I feel like I'm in a dream, one that I never want to wake up from.

Things have been so surreal, it's hard to believe they actually happened.

Spent Friday at home trying desperately to pack some stuff for when I move to Opal on Sunday. In the end, I just gave up completely and spent the whole evening on the phone with Stu. Holly and Kelly were not around, so we missed the last Ocean, EVER! :(

Saturday was meant to be spent reading in Wollaton Park, but the weather decided to be crappy and we ended up staying indoors watching movies. I guess Sunday was pretty much the same. :) The only difference was that Stu had a fire party on Saturday evening, where I met some of his friends. They all seem really nice. A bonfire with wine and good company, what more could I ask for? :)

So, all in all, it was a pretty amazing weekend.

So, song of the day... Dashboard Confessional, Hands Down.

Lyrics are pretty fitting for the mood I'm in.



Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race, from self-control
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

The words are hushed
"Let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear
So we can get some

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

Hands down
This is the best day I can ever remember
Always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock, when we realised it's so late
And this walk that we share together
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it

And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it
That you meant it

And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it