Sigh.
Quick update.
Last Tuesday, Stu and I went to Mansfield to watch some films with Hayley and Dave. I forgot how boisterous Hayley's dog Olly was. The first film we watched was Chasing Amy, which was about lesbians. It was quite funny, but it's a pretty old film (as in, from the '90s), so I thought it was a little boring. Plus the girl Ben Affleck falls in love with has a super annoying squeaky voice, so that was rather irritating.
There was a huge debate afterwards about what film we should watch next. Hayley and I voted for Marley & Me, but the boys vehemently voiced their disagreement. In the end, we watched Lost Boys, an '80s vampire film, starring Kiefer Sutherland. It was very cheesy (as are most '80s films), and some of the dialogue was hilarious.
After that, Dave very kindly drove Stu and I all the way back to Nottingham. By the time we reached home, it was almost midnight. We were pretty tired and went to bed almost immediately.
On Thursday and Friday, Tsomo and I spent most of the day viewing apartments. We're going to be roomies next month! :) But we saw one on Friday that we really liked and decided to take it. It's very near to Nottingham city centre, at a place called Ropewalk Court. We'll be moving in at the beginning of September. Can't wait!
Len and Holly came over on Friday night to play games on Stu's PS3 and for drinks. It was fun, but I was really knackered and conked out before 2am. I didn't even know when Len left. I do remember waking up feeling confused at one point in the night, and the boys had left BioShock on on the PS3 and left the room (I thought at first Len had left and Stu was walking him out, but I saw Len's cool Pacman bag on the floor still so I knew they'd gone out so Len could smoke), and the game was making weird scary noises, and me being me, felt really creeped out, even though I was half asleep. So I turned on the radio and went straight back to sleep.
Saturday was crap weather-wise, but Stu still was a darling and went shopping with me without complaining (much). I bought a new black blazer from New Look. It'll come in handy for interviews and such, if I even ever come to that.
I'm trying to understand the whole Java thing for my exam tomorrow. Pretty sure I'm going to tank it. Sigh.
It still feels wrong to feel happy, or to smile and laugh. I try my hardest not to think about you, but sometimes I do, and feels so painful. Mom's having a hard time dealing with all this. I'm worried about her. Please watch over her and help her through this difficult time.
I miss you so much.
After that, Dave very kindly drove Stu and I all the way back to Nottingham. By the time we reached home, it was almost midnight. We were pretty tired and went to bed almost immediately.
On Thursday and Friday, Tsomo and I spent most of the day viewing apartments. We're going to be roomies next month! :) But we saw one on Friday that we really liked and decided to take it. It's very near to Nottingham city centre, at a place called Ropewalk Court. We'll be moving in at the beginning of September. Can't wait!
Len and Holly came over on Friday night to play games on Stu's PS3 and for drinks. It was fun, but I was really knackered and conked out before 2am. I didn't even know when Len left. I do remember waking up feeling confused at one point in the night, and the boys had left BioShock on on the PS3 and left the room (I thought at first Len had left and Stu was walking him out, but I saw Len's cool Pacman bag on the floor still so I knew they'd gone out so Len could smoke), and the game was making weird scary noises, and me being me, felt really creeped out, even though I was half asleep. So I turned on the radio and went straight back to sleep.
Saturday was crap weather-wise, but Stu still was a darling and went shopping with me without complaining (much). I bought a new black blazer from New Look. It'll come in handy for interviews and such, if I even ever come to that.
I'm trying to understand the whole Java thing for my exam tomorrow. Pretty sure I'm going to tank it. Sigh.
It still feels wrong to feel happy, or to smile and laugh. I try my hardest not to think about you, but sometimes I do, and feels so painful. Mom's having a hard time dealing with all this. I'm worried about her. Please watch over her and help her through this difficult time.
I miss you so much.
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