I feel like I'm in a dream, one that I never want to wake up from.
Things have been so surreal, it's hard to believe they actually happened.
Spent Friday at home trying desperately to pack some stuff for when I move to Opal on Sunday. In the end, I just gave up completely and spent the whole evening on the phone with Stu. Holly and Kelly were not around, so we missed the last Ocean, EVER! :(
Saturday was meant to be spent reading in Wollaton Park, but the weather decided to be crappy and we ended up staying indoors watching movies. I guess Sunday was pretty much the same. :) The only difference was that Stu had a fire party on Saturday evening, where I met some of his friends. They all seem really nice. A bonfire with wine and good company, what more could I ask for? :)
So, all in all, it was a pretty amazing weekend.
So, song of the day... Dashboard Confessional, Hands Down.
Lyrics are pretty fitting for the mood I'm in.
Breathe in for luck
Breathe in so deep
This air is blessed, you share with me
This night is wild, so calm and dull
These hearts, they race, from self-control
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
The words are hushed
"Let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered
Safe in here from all the stupid questions
"Hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear
So we can get some
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me
So won't you kill me
So I die happy
My heart is yours to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer
Hands down
This is the best day I can ever remember
Always remember the sound of the stereo
The dim of the soft lights
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers
And the time on the clock, when we realised it's so late
And this walk that we share together
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked
So I jumped it, and let you in
And you stood at the door with your hands on my waist
And you kissed me like you meant it
And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it
That you meant it
And I knew
That you meant it
That you meant it
Monday, June 21, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Paperweight
Today's favourite tune: Paperweight, by Joshua Radin and Schuylur Fisk.
Been up all night staring at you
Wondering what's on your mind
I've been this way with so many before
But this feels like the first time
You want the sunrise to go back to bed
I want to make you laugh
Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers, I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue
Paperweight on my back
Cover me like a blanket
Mess up my bed with me
Kick off the covers I'm waiting
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
And no need to worry
That's wastin' time
And no need to wonder
What's been on my mind
It's you
It's you
It's you
Every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want to forget come daylight
And i give up
I let you win
You win 'cause I'm not counting
You made it back
To sleep again
Wonder what you're dreaming
Such amazing, amazing lyrics. I wish everyone walked around talking like that. There would literally be no hate around the world, haha....
Went to town for most of the day today. Helped Stu pick out new shoes and basically hung out doing nothing. Bought 3 new books, even though I am basically skint. The Catcher In The Rye, by J.D. Salinger (finally! I've got a copy to read!), The Last Song, by Nicholas Sparks (I think I am gonna weep when I read this) and I Kill, a crime novel by Giorgio Faletti (which really was a last minute buy to fulfil the 3 for 2 offer).
Went to Market Bar at night after pre-drinks at Laura's. I think everyone's pretty out of it, haha...
Apparently everyone did amazing for their exams, feeling really nervous and scared for mine now, which are coming out around next week.
In the end Market Bar was just too crowded, so we (Kelly, Holly, Neil and I) took a cab to Jubilee Campus to light a Chinese lantern. All went well until a huge gust of wind flung our lantern into the trees on the opposite side of the lake. Luckily the trees didn't catch fire, haha.
Overall it's been another great day, albeit a really tiring one. :)
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Of World Cup, Movies and Music
Much has happened the past week or so.
First, World Cup is once again upon us. Last Saturday, England played USA and because of a stupid mistake England's goalkeeper made, the match ended with a draw.
It was Hannah's birthday, and so I went over to Rik's for drinks and such. Because I'm a girl and have absolutely zero interest in football, I put on a Guns n Roses T-shirt on. And because I'm very possibly blind and was in a rush, I failed to notice my top had the American flag in the background. Major fashion faux pas!
I believe Mike and Rik threatened to beat me up and throw me out, if memory serves me correctly!
On Monday, I went out with Stuart (hi if you're reading!) for Wagamama's (which I still can't believe he'd never been to before!) and a movie. We saw Brooklyn's Finest, which turned out to be quite good, although it was incredibly violent and brutal. Can you imagine if it really happens like that in real life? My god. Overall, I had a really good time :)
Tuesday was spent at home. Holly and Kelly came over for our long awaited Movie Day. Yes, you heard right, Movie Day! A whole day of movies! We watched all the girly films that guys would never watch with us. He's Just Not That Into You, The Hangover and New Moon... Had so much fun! I miss having girlfriends to giggle with and talk about silly things like we were 16 again. I'm gonna miss Kelly so much when she goes back home this summer. At least Holly will be here, and staying in the same place as me!
Of course, with movies come the natural desire to stuff our faces. I have NEVER had so much junk food in such a short time before. Needless to say, I went to bed on a sugar high and feeling sick to the core.
Ok I'm gonna end this post with my current favourite song. Yes it is by Miley Cyrus and I know I'm supposed to hate her for some unknown reason, but it's a pretty good song. It's from the soundtrack for a new movie The Last Song, which is based on a Nicholas Sparks book. I'm gonna hunt for this book! Love Nicholas Sparks and his romance stories.
So here it is. Leave judgement at the door and just give it a listen :)
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul.
A beautiful melody,
When the nights are long.
'Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.
And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
And I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong,
Aand I know I'm not alone.
Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
You,
Appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful
When the waves are flooding the shore,
And I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you,
I look at you.
You,
Appear just like a dream to me.
I love the lyrics. I think lyrics are kind of like poems put to a tune. Lyrics are so important. They can speak to a person. I can't think of a time where lyrics did not move me.
Right, now that I've sufficiently made myself out to be as insane as possible... :)
First, World Cup is once again upon us. Last Saturday, England played USA and because of a stupid mistake England's goalkeeper made, the match ended with a draw.
It was Hannah's birthday, and so I went over to Rik's for drinks and such. Because I'm a girl and have absolutely zero interest in football, I put on a Guns n Roses T-shirt on. And because I'm very possibly blind and was in a rush, I failed to notice my top had the American flag in the background. Major fashion faux pas!
I believe Mike and Rik threatened to beat me up and throw me out, if memory serves me correctly!
On Monday, I went out with Stuart (hi if you're reading!) for Wagamama's (which I still can't believe he'd never been to before!) and a movie. We saw Brooklyn's Finest, which turned out to be quite good, although it was incredibly violent and brutal. Can you imagine if it really happens like that in real life? My god. Overall, I had a really good time :)
Tuesday was spent at home. Holly and Kelly came over for our long awaited Movie Day. Yes, you heard right, Movie Day! A whole day of movies! We watched all the girly films that guys would never watch with us. He's Just Not That Into You, The Hangover and New Moon... Had so much fun! I miss having girlfriends to giggle with and talk about silly things like we were 16 again. I'm gonna miss Kelly so much when she goes back home this summer. At least Holly will be here, and staying in the same place as me!
Of course, with movies come the natural desire to stuff our faces. I have NEVER had so much junk food in such a short time before. Needless to say, I went to bed on a sugar high and feeling sick to the core.
Ok I'm gonna end this post with my current favourite song. Yes it is by Miley Cyrus and I know I'm supposed to hate her for some unknown reason, but it's a pretty good song. It's from the soundtrack for a new movie The Last Song, which is based on a Nicholas Sparks book. I'm gonna hunt for this book! Love Nicholas Sparks and his romance stories.
So here it is. Leave judgement at the door and just give it a listen :)
Everybody needs inspiration,
Everybody needs a soul.
A beautiful melody,
When the nights are long.
'Cause there is no guarantee,
That this life is easy.
And when my world is falling apart.
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
And I can't find my way home anymore.
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When I look at you,
I see forgiveness,
I see the truth.
You love me for who I am,
Like the stars hold the moon,
Right there where they belong,
Aand I know I'm not alone.
Yeah when my world is falling apart,
When there's no light to break up the dark,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
When the waves are flooding the shore,
and I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you.
You,
Appear just like a dream to me.
Just like kaleidoscope colours,
That cover me,
All I need,
Every breath that I breathe,
Don't you know you're beautiful
When the waves are flooding the shore,
And I can't find my way home anymore,
That's when I,
I,
I look at you,
I look at you.
You,
Appear just like a dream to me.
I love the lyrics. I think lyrics are kind of like poems put to a tune. Lyrics are so important. They can speak to a person. I can't think of a time where lyrics did not move me.
Right, now that I've sufficiently made myself out to be as insane as possible... :)
Monday, May 31, 2010
Eurovision 2010
Yay! Exams are all done now, so it's time to chillax and just have some fun before getting down to dissertation (ugh).
Anyone catch Eurovision on Saturday? I saw it with Rik, Alec and Tom when I was over at theirs for takeaway and drinks. Didn't catch all of it, but saw some other clips on Youtube.
Eurovision is a great idea! Whoever came up with it is seriously a genius! It's like a gigantic comedy show. Laughed so hard at some of the acts, I swear I almost cracked a rib. Ok, obviously not trying to insult any of the countries which joined, but seriously, are those acts the best they could get?
Here's a clip of the winner, Germany.
Really? THIS won? A Cockney-sounding German? Ok then...
Other than that, I'm BORED BORED BORED.
Anyone catch Eurovision on Saturday? I saw it with Rik, Alec and Tom when I was over at theirs for takeaway and drinks. Didn't catch all of it, but saw some other clips on Youtube.
Eurovision is a great idea! Whoever came up with it is seriously a genius! It's like a gigantic comedy show. Laughed so hard at some of the acts, I swear I almost cracked a rib. Ok, obviously not trying to insult any of the countries which joined, but seriously, are those acts the best they could get?
Here's a clip of the winner, Germany.
Really? THIS won? A Cockney-sounding German? Ok then...
Other than that, I'm BORED BORED BORED.
Thursday, May 6, 2010
Never Say Never
So yes, I'm going to try and update this dusty little blog a little more often.
First, an awesome song by the Fray, which are one of the greatest bands. Such meaningful lyrics.
I first heard this song on the Brothers movie trailer, which by the way is a really cool movie with the gorgeous Jake Gyllenhaal, but I digress.
Such an emotional song.
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
First, an awesome song by the Fray, which are one of the greatest bands. Such meaningful lyrics.
I first heard this song on the Brothers movie trailer, which by the way is a really cool movie with the gorgeous Jake Gyllenhaal, but I digress.
Such an emotional song.
Some things we don't talk about
Better do without
Just hold a smile
We're falling in and out of love
The same damn problem
Together all the while
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now then we were before
Better do without
Just hold a smile
We're falling in and out of love
The same damn problem
Together all the while
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now then we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guarian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now then we were before
Picture you're the queen of everything
As far as the eye can see
Under your command
I will be your guarian
When all is crumbling
Steady your hand
You can never say never
Why we don't know when
Time and time again
Younger now then we were before
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
We're falling apart
And coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we hold it together
Hold it together, together again
We're falling apart
And coming together again and again
We're coming apart
But we hold it together
Hold it together, together again
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Don't let me go
Things have been happening so fast in my life. Sometime too fast. I don't know if I'm ready to move on to new things. Sometimes I wish I could be 17 again, when life was so much easier back then, and life didn't seem all that complicated.
It seems a lifetime ago that I first came to the UK. 17 years old, fresh out of high school/ junior college. And now, 22, and in another 6 months or so, might be leaving the UK, maybe even for good.
I don't know if I'm ready to leave. A lot of life experiences have been had here. Good memories, good friends. It's going to be pretty damn hard to leave it all behind. But then it never really was home, although it was a good substitute in the beginning.
Home. What they say is true. You never truly leave home. It always is, and will be, a part of you.
But do I want to forge my own path out into the great unknown and create my own adventures? Sure, I do.
Conflicting emotions and thoughts.
Twilight Crazed
**This is a LOOOONG overdue blog post. Just thought I'd publish it since my blog lacks posts, and then put up a real post after this.**
My God. There's almost no point to me having a blog, is there? I don't seem to update alot. Hmph.
I have been OBSESSED with the Twilight books.
Unless you've been living under a rock, the new Twilight movie New Moon opened in theatres just a few weeks back.
And man, is it good!
Just the first week of it opening, I had already seen it 3 times! That's just how much I'm obsessed with the series.
If any of you haven't read the books yet, which by the way is immensely shocking, then what are you waiting for?! READ THEM!!
Just for everyone's interest, I'm gonna dedicate this entry entirely to Twilight. I don't care if you think I'm crazy. And read anyways, it's good general knowledge, you know, conversational topic. In case you have a teenage cousin or whatever, you'll definitely have something to talk about. (Of course this is mainly directed to guys. I don't have to worry about girls not like the Twilight saga.)
So...
Books (by Stephanie Meyer)
1. Twilight
2. New Moon
3. Eclipse
4. Breaking Dawn.
5. Midnight Sun (Well, there was supposed to be a fifth book, but the author has decided to put it on hold indefinitely, since some complete ass decided to leak his or her copy of the half-completed draft.)
I finished reading the entire series in a span of roughly 3 weeks. They are, not to say the least, AMAZING.
YES I KNOW IT IS A TEEN BOOK, BUT WHO CARES?!
I would say my favourite is the first book, Twilight, followed very very closely by Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
(Oh yes, by the way, there WILL be spoilers in this entry, so if you don't want to know what happens if you haven't read the books, then stop reading and get out to a bookstore to buy the books!)
Ok, so the series is about a teenage girl, Bella Swan, who moves to Forks, Washington. There she meets a family of vampires ("vegetarian" vampires, because they only drink animal blood), including the one and only, most gorgeous Edward Cullen. He finds her blood (well duh, 'cause he's a vampire) irresistable and he has a gift of hearing people's thoughts, but Bella is the only person ever that he cannot hear. Bella falls in love (WHO WOULDN'T?!) with him, and a beautiful romance begins. Bella also has a best friend, Jacob Black, who loves her all along, and turns out to be a werewolf. Because of this, Jacob has an inherent hatred for vampires, which causes a problem between him and Bella.
The books are all written from Bella's perspective, with the exception of Breaking Dawn, which is split up into 3 parts, and the second part is from Jacob's perspective, and Midnight Sun, which is written from Edward's perspective (particularly interesting, because in the other books, you hardly hear his thoughts.).
Twilight's my favourite because the relationship between Bella and Edward is new and they're just starting to get to know each other. The chemistry between them is almost tangible, probably why practically every girl in the world is so in love with Edward Cullen.
But then again, I love Eclipse and Breaking Dawn equally, the latter perhaps more. Don't like New Moon that much, but it's still pretty good. Edward disappears for a huge part of New Moon, and Jacob steps into the picture, which I really don't like.
Eclipse is great, because Edward's back, and he proposes to Bella (!!!!!), as a condition that she has to marry him before he will agree to change her into a vampire. OBVIOUSLY she would be crazy not to say yes, so you know she eventually agrees. The way he proposes is so romantic, I think my heart seriously stopped for a split second when I was reading that part.
Breaking Dawn is even better, because Bella and Edward get married! Their wedding, as described in the book, is so gorgeous. This is the reason why I love books. You can imagine the whole thing playing out in your head, and the best thing is, it's different for everyone, because everyone pictures it in different ways. Anyways, what's better than their wedding is their honeymoon. MY GOD, Edward is PERFECT! Taking Bella to Esme Isle (an island that Carlisle, Edward's father, gifted to Esme, his wife) for their honeymoon. God, I felt all jumpy and my heart was going a hundred miles a minute throughout the entire part. It was absolutely fantastic.
Later, Bella gets pregnant with a half-vampire, half-human baby, which complicates the pregnancy, because the baby is so much stronger than Bella, and she almost dies from carrying the child. Rosalie (Edward's sister, who from the beginning almost hates Bella, becomes a caretaker and almost a comrade throughout Bella's pregnancy, as Bella flat out refuses to get rid of the baby, despite Edward's concerns. After the baby girl, Renesmee, is born, Edward changes Bella to save her life, after almost dying from giving birth.
In the next part, Bella is now a newborn vampire. Surprisingly, she doesn't give in to her cravings for human blood, which is common for newborns. Renesmee is reunited with her mother, and their relationship grows extremely close.
(I'm listening to the songs from both Twilight and New Moon movies, and some of them, especially the New Moon soundtrack, are so sad, I'm actually crying now! God, I'm pathetic.)
It's not hard to understand why every girl loves Edward. He is, very literally, the perfect, most ideal, boyfriend in the universe. Plus the fact that he's a vampire. But even, without that factor, he is absolutely perfect.
Guys out there, the bar's gone WAAAY up now.
Sigh... I want an Edward Cullen. Where's my Edward Cullen?! I wish, huh?
God, my throat is killing me.
Sigh... So many things I wish for...
My God. There's almost no point to me having a blog, is there? I don't seem to update alot. Hmph.
I have been OBSESSED with the Twilight books.
Unless you've been living under a rock, the new Twilight movie New Moon opened in theatres just a few weeks back.
And man, is it good!
Just the first week of it opening, I had already seen it 3 times! That's just how much I'm obsessed with the series.
If any of you haven't read the books yet, which by the way is immensely shocking, then what are you waiting for?! READ THEM!!
Just for everyone's interest, I'm gonna dedicate this entry entirely to Twilight. I don't care if you think I'm crazy. And read anyways, it's good general knowledge, you know, conversational topic. In case you have a teenage cousin or whatever, you'll definitely have something to talk about. (Of course this is mainly directed to guys. I don't have to worry about girls not like the Twilight saga.)
So...
Books (by Stephanie Meyer)
1. Twilight
2. New Moon
3. Eclipse
4. Breaking Dawn.
5. Midnight Sun (Well, there was supposed to be a fifth book, but the author has decided to put it on hold indefinitely, since some complete ass decided to leak his or her copy of the half-completed draft.)
I finished reading the entire series in a span of roughly 3 weeks. They are, not to say the least, AMAZING.
YES I KNOW IT IS A TEEN BOOK, BUT WHO CARES?!
I would say my favourite is the first book, Twilight, followed very very closely by Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
(Oh yes, by the way, there WILL be spoilers in this entry, so if you don't want to know what happens if you haven't read the books, then stop reading and get out to a bookstore to buy the books!)
Ok, so the series is about a teenage girl, Bella Swan, who moves to Forks, Washington. There she meets a family of vampires ("vegetarian" vampires, because they only drink animal blood), including the one and only, most gorgeous Edward Cullen. He finds her blood (well duh, 'cause he's a vampire) irresistable and he has a gift of hearing people's thoughts, but Bella is the only person ever that he cannot hear. Bella falls in love (WHO WOULDN'T?!) with him, and a beautiful romance begins. Bella also has a best friend, Jacob Black, who loves her all along, and turns out to be a werewolf. Because of this, Jacob has an inherent hatred for vampires, which causes a problem between him and Bella.
The books are all written from Bella's perspective, with the exception of Breaking Dawn, which is split up into 3 parts, and the second part is from Jacob's perspective, and Midnight Sun, which is written from Edward's perspective (particularly interesting, because in the other books, you hardly hear his thoughts.).
Twilight's my favourite because the relationship between Bella and Edward is new and they're just starting to get to know each other. The chemistry between them is almost tangible, probably why practically every girl in the world is so in love with Edward Cullen.
But then again, I love Eclipse and Breaking Dawn equally, the latter perhaps more. Don't like New Moon that much, but it's still pretty good. Edward disappears for a huge part of New Moon, and Jacob steps into the picture, which I really don't like.
Eclipse is great, because Edward's back, and he proposes to Bella (!!!!!), as a condition that she has to marry him before he will agree to change her into a vampire. OBVIOUSLY she would be crazy not to say yes, so you know she eventually agrees. The way he proposes is so romantic, I think my heart seriously stopped for a split second when I was reading that part.
Breaking Dawn is even better, because Bella and Edward get married! Their wedding, as described in the book, is so gorgeous. This is the reason why I love books. You can imagine the whole thing playing out in your head, and the best thing is, it's different for everyone, because everyone pictures it in different ways. Anyways, what's better than their wedding is their honeymoon. MY GOD, Edward is PERFECT! Taking Bella to Esme Isle (an island that Carlisle, Edward's father, gifted to Esme, his wife) for their honeymoon. God, I felt all jumpy and my heart was going a hundred miles a minute throughout the entire part. It was absolutely fantastic.
Later, Bella gets pregnant with a half-vampire, half-human baby, which complicates the pregnancy, because the baby is so much stronger than Bella, and she almost dies from carrying the child. Rosalie (Edward's sister, who from the beginning almost hates Bella, becomes a caretaker and almost a comrade throughout Bella's pregnancy, as Bella flat out refuses to get rid of the baby, despite Edward's concerns. After the baby girl, Renesmee, is born, Edward changes Bella to save her life, after almost dying from giving birth.
In the next part, Bella is now a newborn vampire. Surprisingly, she doesn't give in to her cravings for human blood, which is common for newborns. Renesmee is reunited with her mother, and their relationship grows extremely close.
(I'm listening to the songs from both Twilight and New Moon movies, and some of them, especially the New Moon soundtrack, are so sad, I'm actually crying now! God, I'm pathetic.)
It's not hard to understand why every girl loves Edward. He is, very literally, the perfect, most ideal, boyfriend in the universe. Plus the fact that he's a vampire. But even, without that factor, he is absolutely perfect.
Guys out there, the bar's gone WAAAY up now.
Sigh... I want an Edward Cullen. Where's my Edward Cullen?! I wish, huh?
God, my throat is killing me.
Sigh... So many things I wish for...
Sunday, October 4, 2009
Call the shots
What was I thinking? Am I really that stupid?
You say that you want to be with me, and then you treat me like crap. You say I'm the only one you wanna be with, and you don't even bother to tell me when you're going out.
You only want me whenever you're happy.
You know what?
IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY.
I don't want to be the girl who sits at home and mopes, waiting for the guy to call. I don't want to be the 2am booty-call girl.
I CALL THE SHOTS. YOU DON'T FUCKING GET TO.
Who do you think I am? It makes me sad that you don't get it. When we talk, you say you do. But you're only saying that to stop talking. It makes me fucking mad.
GROW UP. BE RESPONSIBLE.
You want a relationship, then that's the way things work. You don't find me as and when you like. I come first, I'm first priority.
Otherwise, just forget it and fuck off.
You say that you want to be with me, and then you treat me like crap. You say I'm the only one you wanna be with, and you don't even bother to tell me when you're going out.
You only want me whenever you're happy.
You know what?
IT DOESN'T WORK THAT WAY.
I don't want to be the girl who sits at home and mopes, waiting for the guy to call. I don't want to be the 2am booty-call girl.
I CALL THE SHOTS. YOU DON'T FUCKING GET TO.
Who do you think I am? It makes me sad that you don't get it. When we talk, you say you do. But you're only saying that to stop talking. It makes me fucking mad.
GROW UP. BE RESPONSIBLE.
You want a relationship, then that's the way things work. You don't find me as and when you like. I come first, I'm first priority.
Otherwise, just forget it and fuck off.
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